VII. Stretch of Road
The scholar unbound
Beyond the cobblestones of journeys past Of twisted roads and rusted railroad tracks An old Ford station wagon was your car Of choice. You still retained a monkish air Your former name was Brother Francis X But we always called you just plain Harry No last name, no known family relations Rumor had it that you had a brother In Oregon (or was it New Zealand?) Perhaps you went to live with him. Or not. One day you were gone, no note, no fanfare, As quietly as you lived among us. No one could equal your erudite love for Latin, Hebrew, Syriac, ancient Greek, Did you find your home? Belonging elsewhere You left us a lesson in humbleness.
—Brenda Appelbaum-Golani March 2022
Aminadav to Avigdor The Philosopher in Search of an Audience
I ‘d hoped you wouldn ‘t mind a little company today, my friend, along this empty stretch of road. I was humming to myself back there, as ever, when I spied you up ahead, or truth be told, when the jangling of your strange festoonings reached my ear, and I picked up the pace until this swaying armature of yours at last danced sparkling into view like a ghostly ship.
I ‘m a little out of breath just now, perhaps, but nothing seems to curb my endless prattle unless it be some mumbling thought or murmured melody that silences the words, yet stirs this constant melismatic noise I seem to be, so please don ‘t hesitate to give some sign or sound you ‘d rather walk alone in silence now, and rest assured I ‘ll presently be moving on.
Yes? No? It ‘s good to have at least the genial jingle of these wares of yours for company, this lofty tree of companionable pots and tools and furnishings that flashes, swings and lurches in the narrow lane, and feel free to say if you ‘d prefer this reticence to the language of men, perhaps, or that you ‘re content with this music of the cart-track, the whispering air, the clattering pots, the shuffle of your threadbare soles.
So I was just thinking as I walked along back there, if by any chance you ‘d care to hear, that these roads we ‘re on all seem to lead us outward from the living noise of speech and fear, this vivid world of urgent purposes and needs, pressing forward into the beating heart of the inanimate, the pulsing breath of what is not alive and never was, toward what the world calls death, but which I envision as the oceanic grandeur and soulless pulsing element of all things living.
And that all these roads are bridges, I was thinking, and that every shuffling life that hurries in the lane is itself a bridge as well, into the vast inanimate, and that the business of the traveler, his only real job, is to witness all the bright collisions that bind us to this vast unfeeling world, invite the chisel to the stone, unlock the crystal ‘s light, and call down flashing plasmas to emblazon, be it briefly, the turbid, basculant air.
Your silence seems to indicate I may have lost you, friend, with these mad meanderings of mine, so I ‘ll be moving on along this senseless, never-ending path of ours, and choose to understand your reticence as tacit validation, and listen, as I hurry on ahead, for the happy disappearing tune that copper, brass and potmetal makes, your armillary ‘s arbitrary music, a melody like starlight, brighter than speech, clearer than thought, this insensate jingling matter set to rocking with your step.
—DB Jonas
LUFTMENSCHN
We are the people of another country, Encountered (never on the way to any place) in every darvish-dance of foil and cellophane that sweeps the sidewalk ‘s stricken face.
You ‘ve sensed us hunched in doorways, cowled and billowed as a bellied sail, glimpsed a match-lit cheekbone in a hollow hand and recognized your hunger ‘s lambent shell.
Indigent of agenda, our incandescent ash weaves a feeble torchlight through the town to cast peculiar glamour in the glistening street once all the midnight revelers have gone.
We drift among the waste-heat exhalations of the city, the emanations of a subway stair, elisions from the stream of jostling bodies, abstractions you may never know are there.
And lest the startling emptiness alarm you, rest assured that we ‘re not here to harm you, since we don ‘t seek what you possess or want, idling in the passageways your dark desires haunt.
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