I. Seasoned PEOPLE WALKING IN THE SNOW People are walking in the snow In Sacher Park, In its snowy expanse. In the face of the white vision That dances before them They smile at The clumps of snow on the trees, They smile at each other As if for a minute They were exiled from themselves And had reached a different region, The district of most dazzling white Within them. —Ruth Gilead translated by Esther Cameron
Seasoned 1. The nature of spring newly alive and spreading green— grimy winter windows whitewashed to May, a sunset-breasted robin across the yard holds me astonished. 2. You’re old, my grandson observes, his short history sweet-scented curls that fall over leaf veins on the backs of my hands he traces with a stubby thumb. 3. It is often on the way down I think the sun makes my day light’s great swill glazing hills wild with the possibility of even so— of yet. —Ilene Millman
A
GARDEN
WHERE ONCE MY MOTHER WALKED
Bees burrowing deep into each flower
this late afternoon,
as if to make visible the world of things:
petal, sepal, leaf;
finely filamented anthers burdened
with hymnal hum;
a bee’s hind tibia smothered in pollen.
Jubilation of manyness, a busy thrum,
as she walks among
the flowers. No threats, no stings. A few
fluttery encounters.
She longs for more. More murmurous bees
humming in her hair.
More warmth of flesh paired with flower –
less brevity, more hours.
The bees continue to work the garden,
sipping from quince
and plum, the purpling sage. She lingers
in the dusk.
The coo, coo-coo of a morning dove blues
the air like a sorrow.
—Constance Rowell Mastores
WILD ANISE
A wild anise that grows on the slope
outside my window slowly merges
into a featureless forgetting,
a mythic world that does not hold
its shape. I close my eyes, drift
away, lose sight of leaf and flower.
Startled from a dream, I wake,
gaze upon a structured world
of cedar, redwood, pine.
The wild anise on the darkened
slope recomposes, comes alive:
Toothed leaves. Clusters of small
white flowers. Stark. Bright.
Particular. Never so white as now.
—Constance Rowell Mastores
This Hour in Summer White lilies lean over the soft dark grass of a summer evening glows and hums unsettling in this hour, in this only hour all whispering of love and loss and desire swift and strange as fairy lights translucent and vertiginous the milky swarm of stars the purplish shadows of the past lurking through the trees spilling like a dark hood this hour gives one more moment with the moon lending her light and the ghostly forms of flowers close their mouths and bend and pray in the crying mists and creatures fly their fantastic ways and we leave to restless lives such is this hour if you follow it in summer. —Susan Oleferuk Hydrangea These deciduous plants adorn the lawns on which they lavish panicles, large white flowerheads, growing among spear-shaped evergreen leaves. The bushes are as showy as their flowers that are often thought to resemble pom—poms. Every spring and summer, I observe their enormous blossoms bob among their greenery as if noticing someone one hasn’t seen for however long and whose name is momentarily gone, as I forget their names every season. The flowers bloom steadily through midsummer into August lushness, then begin their pink blush in the late summer coolness among the first harbingers of the frosts of autumn. Each year the flowers are dried and sold on roadside stands to celebrate the turning of the great wheel of summer. And each year I finally remember, then forget until next season, when the hydrangea bloom so whitely, while my memory slips away ever so much from year to year, until it maybe lapses entirely: Hydrangea, may I remember your name, as I might inhale your spicy fragrance; may I recall in winter the murmur of your petals whispering on the summer wind. —Wally Swist The last water lily The last water lily of the fall butters a browning pond, a single gold fish fell asleep beneath the shrinking sun spot, two morning glories clamber into the noon hour of this— their last day, and their first. —Vera Schwarcz CASCADE Seen on a night in November How frail above the bulk of crashing water hangs, autumnal, evanescent, wan, the moon. —Constance Rowell Mastores NOVEMBER Dark comes earlier and earlier now; night sooner in a thick winter jacket. From a nearby hillside drenched in shadow, wild turkeys, with a great flapping of wings, head back to the same old redwood, the same old roosts. And I, who only a month ago could sit outside with a glass of wine and marvel at the turkeys’ embrace of sky, now peer through a kitchen window, see no more than my face mirrored by darkness, pale and odd, startled
by
time. And I, who only wished to be
looking
out, must now keep looking in. —Constance Rowell Mastores Fox Abandon Awakening to the motion detectors going off in the barnyard is not anything new but detecting motion within those parameters is, sensing there was something more to it than the feral barn cat stalking rodents. Raising the shade, the fox must have heard me, or seen my reflection in the window; and it wasn’t as if I didn’t have to exercise patience, knowing how long the lights stay on out there, aware that because they stayed on, something slinked in the shadows of hedge or barn. When she appeared in her regal red finery, not without decorum, her tail nearly as long as she was; the whimsical, wry smile; the ears perked; her exquisite gait that of a dancer, her legs and feet propelling her smoothly across the ground in more of a glide than a trot or a brisk bound, as she ran to the peaked shadows and between them, darting from one point to another, possibly running down a mouse, before cavorting into the winter grass north of the barn, the brilliance of her coat catching different tones of color, from a glistening blonde to a wizened fox red, in the glare of the spotlights, as she eventually sprinted into the darkness several hours before the early spring dawn, which would break over the ridge she must have tracked over by then, igniting the full palette of her coat, as if she had dragged it behind her across the hills, and it caught on the edge of the treeline, lighting up the edge of the sky with a color as bright as her quickness. —Wally Swist Seven Stages of Drought the drought was worse than any that came before it or, does memory elongate it like summer shadows? we do not speak of it though between us words hang as heavy as over—ripe fruits straining the vine we step carefully around them to acknowledge them might lend them validity in the beginning, we recall the first condition of growth the insistent refrain of the first cell pushes and pulls its way toward water we do not say so to say so might prevent it separately, as if in private grief, we stand vigil over the dry, cracked earth peer down on its mute lines as if we could decipher a forgotten language we do not share this hope aloud we might extinguish it we grow sullen as hot wind we think of dead things dried shells, limp wings, empty cases fill our minds we do not refer to them naming them might give them power we identify ourselves as do orphans by what we lack when the drought finally ends we run for cover we run from the cool rain scented with the fragrance of blossoms it has drenched before it reached us we distrust the rain as if it threatens our identity but in the night we hear it throb against the pulse of fear we listen until we distinguish one beat from the other when we recognize the heart of rain we embrace like old friends and we are careful to speak of it as if that will make it last —Judy Belsky |