BRIGHT
STAR (For John Keats) 1. When
a great poet dies young the
songs within him barely sung, the
muse wanders far and wide to
find another to sit beside, to
haunt his dreams and to adore while reams of
paper fill the floor. For
he invents images from a place transcending
time and space where truth and
beauty interface. inseparable
when you glance. (seemingly
effortless and happenstance) as the dancer
and the dance. When
he catches his death of cold. she cannot by
lesser poets be consoled. She
is driven to neither stop nor rest till she finds
another equally blessed. Compelled
to listen while would-be poets toil with leaden lines
they burn the midnight oil. For
she is finely tuned to the song of words at play, the wizardry of
metaphor and imagery. She
reserves her favors for that singular magician who
transforms the everyday with his rendition, whose
sleight of hand marries skill and intuition She
is allowed just a bit of interference when
he is desperate for the phrase that
will make all the difference, reconciling
us to the nobility of our human condition. For
only he is gifted to remove the mud and grime, till
he overwhelms us with the miracle that each of us
began as a microscopic speck of slime. But
like the princess and the pea whose
delicate skin revealed the slightest injury, she
hears the imposters, waxing eloquent, until
line by empty line her patience is utterly spent As
if only she discerns a fraud, puffed with pride while the crowd applauds like
chalk against the board, she hears the discord and cacophony, and shuts her
eyes and holds her ears in agony.. Devastated
by the loss that is hers and ours, her lament is
heard on high for she will not be satisfied until another poet
worth her while is heaven sent. to reveal the
Divine sparks of our humanity. For
nowhere is it easily found within the Book and
you will not find it even if day and night you look, but
in ancient times it was coded in a phrase ─ like all else to
only be conveyed at the end of days. But
when Adam and Eve left the garden so bereft all
the angels heard the harsh decree and wept Long
and hard with tireless insistence we
were rewarded for their selfless persistence that
the muses were given us to compensate for
being driven from the garden and our fate that death awaits
and dust is all that we will ever be. In
every time and place when we pray in vain for
God to show His face, each art will have a muse, and
each soul with a transcendent spirit will be infused and thereby
we will have a taste of immortality. When
a great poet dies young, that
which keeps us whole threatens to come undone, for
we long to be suspended in disbelief and
depend on those consoling fictions for relief to
distract us from the certainty of that last good night, With
a flowery tale and imagined melodies sublime, of
an innocent revelry spared the ravages of time, A
lovely dancing girl, a lovesick boy, and the bliss, of
what will forever be an imagined kiss, all drawn in bas-relief around a Grecian
urn, When
a great poet dies young, the
songs within him barely sung, those
unfinished symphonies written on the wind have
not been forsaken, for they have been taken by
the muse beneath her wing until she finds in her
wanderings a poet to comfort us in yet another time of woe. The
measure of his days is not for us to know. But
look up to the sky where the brightest constellation is
the pantheon of poets in a configuration of bright stars
like pins that keep the sky from falling. So
glory, glory be all these poets who
struggled day and night faithful to their calling with
the muse beside them, her wings on fire from the passion
of their desire. The
rest of us are blessed and can rest easily knowing
there will always be one among us who
drinks the ambrosia of moonlight and
the nectar of the Milky Way and who lives
and dies for poetry.. II. These
days when most everyone I know would be averse to
seek answers to the mysteries by way of verse, when
she is wise who savors and lingers with the feeling
of the page beneath her fingers. For
though we elders may dare protest the loss of pages and
risk the accusation that we prefer the middle ages, we
can rightly fear the printed page may disappear, a
distant memory by the end of the year, relics like the
book store, the book sale, and the library. So
be aware that the future is bleak, that it may just be weeks before
the books you have are merely decorations,
curious antiques,
and fill for excavations. Besides,
with the kindle and the nook, you’ll have a
library in your pocketbook. But
for those of us for whom texts and twitters, perplex
and confound and give us the jitters, these
days when all we know on earth and all we need to know is
on a screen above a set of keys that
tells us where to go, and we can, in just a blink, know
everything extraneous and miscellaneous plus
the kitchen sink Even
how to live and what to do, so everything
we have is always absolutely new. But
I thank my lucky stars that last night I found a book (and
only because my internet access timed out, and
it didn’t help to scream and shout) or
accept with grace that it was nothing much I lost to cyberspace) old,
dusty, and overlooked, and all night until the break of dawn I
forgot my aches and pains and that I’m overdrawn. Carried
into distant lands, I held fast to the wings of words and
soared through the coral reefs of
clouds and watched the
sun rise heralded by the song of birds. All
that night and into the morning I had such otherworldly visions, travelling
into those realms of gold, shards of sunlight on
an endless sea and tasted such sweets, when
just as he looked into Chapman’s Homer, I
looked into Keats.
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